cuti, cuti...

Hari ni cuti sempena Hari Wilayah. Dapatlah bernafas sikit dari ketegangan daily normal routine. Maklum lah sejak ada baby balik ni busy nye lain macam. Di tambah pulak dengan kesesakan jalan raya di KL ni yg semakin menjadi-jadi lately. Kalau lambat keluar sikit dari rumah pagi2, memang punch in lambat lah jawapmye. Masa on travel lagi banyak digunakan dari masa dengan anak2..huh... Tak guna mengeluh. Itu lah perjalanan hidup yg telah ditetapkan dan perlu diteruskan. Penuhkan masa dalam kesesakan jalan raya tu dengan bacaan ayat Al-Quran, zikir2 dan sentiasa berdoa semoga hari ini lebih baik dari hari-hari semalam. insyaAllah x tension.cubalah...

So, hari ni cuti dapat lah uruskan some errands yang tertangguh. Yang penting persiapan untuk travel akhir bulan ini. Ahhh masih banyak lagi yg belom di prepare samada rohani atau jasmani. Walaupon this is not the first time, pelbagai persoalan bermain di fikiran. Boleh ke aku travel jauh2 dgn anak kecil ni? Mampu kah aku? Kalu itu....? Kalau ini...? Dok bermain-main di fikiran. Namun keizinan dan kata semangat dr mrNaza menjadi perangsang untuk aku teruskan pengembaraan ini.

Ya Allah,kau ampunkan lah dosa ku permudahkan lah urusan ku, lapangkan lah dada ku dan selamatkan lah perjalanan kami pergi dan pulang. Ya Allah, Ya Rahman, Ya Raheem...Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.

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hola people....

hola people......

this is my first entry for 2011. yeah... new year datang lagi. 2010 a year fulls of ups and downs, so many things happened and changed my life.I pray to Allah that year 2011 will bring me more joy, happiness and bring me closer to Him.


1.now i'm in my 24weeks pregnancy. syukur pada rezeki dari Ilahi.Alhamdulillah it's been a smooth and easy pregnancy for me this time. besides the usual fatigue, berat pon under control .i must control my diet. x nak jadi mcm last pregnancy, makan minum x ingat. hari2 minum g.janes dgn merisa. last2 kena diabetic. cheMek lahir pon baby besar. ingat masa lahir kan cheMek dulu, semua misi dtg buat lawatan kat bilik nak tgk baby chubby. now, that chubby baby has grown up. she gonna be 3 yrs old when her adik arrived insyaAllah.

2.My Adam already in Standard 1. so far so good for him. first day of school x perlu teman2 ke sekolah. Now he's attending taekwando class every Sunday at the school.so eager to attend the class. we'll see how.jgn belajar half-way okay. moomy don't like it. sekarang tgh koya nak jadi pengawas. ohhh anakku ku itu memang kuat berangan. jenuh nak explain. all the best for you abang. yg penting abang enjoy pegi sekolah, x stress, rajin buat homework, bangun pagi pon senang setakat ni Alhamdulillah.skang dah kena top-up 20sen kat elaun sekolah abang kalau abang x tido kat bilik mommy.
3.tokma came to visits us last month. this is her first out-station after ayah demise. dtg pon 3 hari je. 'x leh gi kl lamo2 x leh gi ziarah kubor ayoh pulok'. walaupo dtg sekejap dpt juga bawak tokma ziarah sedara2 di KL.

4.on career wise not much happening.except for last year 'rezeki' yg i've never expected.this year slow down lah sikit. slow down pon, sometimes weekend and PH pon kena datang jugok. x pe lah dah it's the job responsibility. amanah dan tanggungjawab kita. lucky my mrNaza memahami. dia lah menjaga kids di rumah waktu kena kerja.

5.i've turned to 3.3 series last month. Coincidently with Maulidur Rasul.Alhamdulillah syukur pada Mu Ya Allah kerana memberi peluang untuk terus bernafas di muka bumi ini. Semoga aku di kurniakan umur yg berkat, kesihatan yg baik, dipertingkat keimanan, kesabaran, ketakwaan. Thank you Ya Allah kerana menganugerahkan suami yg baik hati dan anak-anak yg menceriakan hidup ini. What more could i asked for? Syukur yanag hanya mampu ku ucapkan....
6.My baby sis has completed her studies. A week after her exam results, he reported duty on one of the Big4. Welcome to the real world sis!
Kerja elok-elok. Don't forget your first gaji, belanja ye....

jom massage

yesterday, we brought the kids to the mines. it's been a while tak pergi sana. before kahwin dulu selalu gak dating dgn mrNaza kat the mines. skang kalau dating memang bawak semua. x sampai hati nak tinggal anak-anak. lucky my nature of works x kena outstations ke mana2. dua dua tu mmg manja especially abang. cheMek pon mmg bf lagi. next week kena ke team building first time nak tinggal cheMek ni. kita tgk la mcm mana. insyaAllah x de gapo2....
plan nak cari foot reflexology. lately, lenguh2 je kaki ni. bakpo tah, bukan bowok kereta manual pon. survey2 masuk ke thai odyssey. the ambience sgt menarik. i told the receptionist nak buat foot massage. the masseuse brought me to the room. all the masseuse are from thai. org thai kan mmg lemah lembut, suka sgt dia urut :) the masseuse thought that i'm taking the full body massage instead of foot massage. but i did not regret it. first time tried thai massage ni mmg best. thai massage tak guna minyak, lots of stretching,pastu seni massage tu lain dari normal massage. crack, crack, cruck bunyi tulang saya hehehe... next time boleh pergi lagi. a bit pricey for me tapi mrNaza kata "murah la tu". selalu dia a bit calculative pasal charge2 ni, ni ok lah pulak. so ok lah next time banjer lg ye yang. dia punye outlet pon banyak. mrNaza pon bagi green light. mrNaza kalau yg related dgn siam mmg ok aje, suamiku itu mmg pro-thai. lagipon dia x suka kalau jemput tukang urut entah mana2 dtg rumah. bahaya. org skang bukan boleh caya sgt. lagi baik dia drop me at the outlet and he can have fun with the kids.

why msCAK?

semalam msCAK meragam pulak.
nak pulang ke rumah dgn hati riang, tiba2 car alarm pun x function. bukak pintu kereta secara manual. start enjin pon x hidup. dok gosok2 steering pon x mau hidup gak. ooohh msCAK merajuk kah? why msCAK? mungkinkah semalam while driving dok tgk kereta yg pass by sambil berangan "ohh bestnye kalau aku dpt drive keta kecik macam Jazzy tu...."
berangan je OK. msCAK terdengar kah sampai merajuk x nak start?

call mrNaza. mrNaza came to rescue me. sebelum tgk msCAK gi dating dulu kedai mamak depan tu makan roti canai. jump-start dengan jumper pon x jadi jugak. ready nak gi beli bateri baru. tiba2 dalam kelam2 malam dekat parking tu, dtg 2 org brader, mcm Men In Black pulak. brader tu kerja Mebang, otw nak ambik kereta nak balik banting. baik bro lokman tu. dia yg keluarkan bateri kereta dia, replace kat msCAK.pastu dia godek2 enjin msCAK sampai boleh start. susah nak jumpa org yg baik hati macam tu skang ni. sampai rumah pukul 10. before that adam dah call "mommy kenapa tak balik lagi ni? dah gelap dah ni". after explaining to him. "mommy ok ke tak? macam mana mommy nak balik?". sambil nak nangis pulak. aiyoyo, caring sunnguh anak mommy ni ye. manja lebih dari adiknya.

oooh msCAK jgn buat gini lagi, you have been good to us for good and bad time. For the mean time tak de pon nak cari ganti lain. saya mmg suka bwk msCAK nak gi mana2. gi opis, pasar malam, pasar tani, htr adam ke kelas, gi giant,ronda2 taman, bwk kids jalan2. msCAK mmg telah byk berjasa. mmg senang jaga dia, nak merempit pon beshh hehe. x de byk masaalah sgt, mrNaza mmg gi htr servis msCAK every 3 months. yg penting msCAK dah x de komitmen dgn bank.

June story

Alhamdulillah ...so busy lately. Never ending tasks at office plus technical training for the new system that i had to attend.
Despite the workload that burden me currently I am grateful because at least i have a job to do, paycheck to brought home every month,and Allah give me health in order for me to perform my duty.

June bring a lot of memories to me. On June 2004 i became a mommy. As a first time mommy, it was a bit challenge to me to handle a little baby. Even my sister are far more better than me in handling babies because she's experienced it with our nieces back at home. Me at that time still studying and jarang2 balik kg hehe.
Alhamdulillah Adam is a good baby. Easy to handle him and I am fortunate to have a very responsible husband and a kind baby sitter, Makcik Bedah back then.
Now that boy that i used to cuddle just turns six years old. Being a big bro, he resist everytime i want to kiss him. Mmmm dah besorr ye. When we walked side by side he is at my armpit heights. Haissh...i bet 3,4 yrs he will be taller than me.
Vey caring to his sister. Even he is just six yrs old, i can see that he will be a kind and garang abang like his papa. Insya Allah he will. No fancy party for this year. Mcm mana nak buat party, mommy bz je. Thank God, Tok Ma is here on Adam's birthday. Tok Ma manage to cook nasi dagang for us. Doa selamat recite by Atuk, cake cutting and bukak present.


Tok Ma came wih TokChik during the school holidays to attend Kak Mah's daughter wedding at Kak Mah new posh bunglow in Bangi Golf Resort. I felt so guilty this time around because cannot spend much time with mama. Sometimes i'm envy with people that can stay nearer with their parents. Lagi2 pulak yg dok kat kb.
Like me, 2-3 months apart baru dpt jumpa. Bulan ni kiranya dah 5months x jumpa my father. But thinking on positive side, i'm lucky that i still have my parents. Even we are distance apart doa utk mereka tidak pernah ku lupakan selagi hayat di kandung badan insyaAllah.Lagipun, i'm staying nearer with my in-laws. Berbuat baik dgn in-laws kita pon insya Allah dpt keberkatan Nya.
Usually, if TokMa's here I will take leave and bring her jalan2 and makan2.Not this time. Lucky that mama understood my problem as 'oghe make gaji n dok kolupo pulok' :)

Our plan to balik kb also has been postponed a few time due to my work. I have no choice because i'am all alone supporting the systems.Bos ada pon mcm takde ooops hehe x pe janji boss bagi grade baik during appraisal. But i knew it gonna end soon when the new system Go-Live.insya Allah.
I learned my lesson already, kerja seikhlas hati, bukan kerana pangkat dan ganjaran. Bila kita ikhlas, Allah akan permudah kan kerja kita insya Allah....